Conversation with Eros...

I was laid on the bed, looking at the celling.. empty minded with a 3 am saxophone song lingering close to my ears.. When all of a sudden:

Knock knock!!!!

-Who's there? .I ask
- It's Love, open up !!
-Ummm.. sorry but I didn't really expect you to come this late, I tried to reach you few times.. but you were kinda unavailable..
-The time wasn't right.. she told me.  But now it's about time you meet me..


I looked through the door's viewfinder, realizing that I don't even really recognize her from the good old times..
Then I just sat there for a minute, leaned upon the other side of the door, taking a deep breath.. and then coldly said:

- So what do you want from me?
- Just to get under your skin, cover you up in my smell, kiss your lips, wrap my arms around you and hug you in the cold lonely nights.. just make you mine... and give you a reason to smile in the morning! Now just open the fucking door !!!!
- I would, but damn it.. I can't unlock the door, forgot the shitty code..
  So I guess I'm just locked up in here!!
-Ok missy, I'll give you a hand. I might just sneak in your bed one night and take you by surprise..


Then I went to bed, feverishly hugged my warm fuzzy pillow ..and promised : - I won't fall into you...


Sun's up!
I was rolling over naked in those white sheets, trying to reach his chest. I opened up my eyes and saw that intriguing frowned look with those small green eyes.. that said : -Morning kid!   Kissed him and told him I had a nightmare..
He looked at me with that sly smile and said : -Don't you worry, I'm right here !!!
Then I knew...


Fuck it!! The bitch caught me...



I fell asleep again and then woke up sweaty and confused.  My bed was empty. 'Thank God it was just a dream..' I said to myself.
But then I slowly got off the bed, one bear foot at a time on the cold floor..heading towards to window. After wiping the steam off of it, I could see an airplane line, way up in the sky..
And realized..

..nightmares are just a way of facing your fears..